Sometimes we have all unrealistic hopes and desires. We can choose to keep them to ourselves, buried in the deepest corners of our souls. But we can also choose to share it no matter how silly they sound ! So that's what I have chosen.......! Afterall, "Faith is what makes us believe what we know to be untrue."
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
DRACULA'S DEATH
Monday, November 8, 2010
Unanswered questions
The fair girl, with a laugh of ribald coquetry, turned to answer him. "You yourself never loved. You never love!" On this the other women joined, and such a mirthless,hard, soulless laughter rang through the room that it almost made me faint to hear. It seemed like the pleasure of fiends.
Then the Count turned, after looking at my face attentively, and said in a soft whisper, "Yes, I too can love. You yourselves can tell it from the past. Is it not so? Well, now I promise you that when I am done with him you shall kiss him at your will. Now go! Go! I must awaken him, for there is work to be done.”
Read the highlighted statements carefully. They create a kind of suspense…it seems as if there is some secret related to the Count’s past…some romantic secret…What is it? Could it be possible that he actually 'loved' somebody? If we take a look at the movie "Bram Stoker's Dracula (1992)", similar statements are used in reference to the love story of Dracula and Elisabeta! But does it have any significance in the book? Did Stoker write something more than what's presented in the book? Can the story of Elisabeta be considered true? .....We can only keep guessing!
2. In chapter 3 itself, Jonathan Harker seems to know one of the three women,
"Two were dark, and had high aquiline noses, like the Count, and great dark, piercing eyes, that seemed to be almost red when contrasted with the pale yellow moon. The other was fair, as fair as can be, with great masses of golden hair and eyes like pale sapphires. I seemed somehow to know her face, and to know it in connection with some dreamy fear, but I could not recollect at the moment how or where."
I kept waiting for the suspense to unveil but nothing more was written about the fair girl in the entire novel.Who was she? Why did Harker find her face familiar?
3. While I was trying to find out if any page or chapter has been removed from the final book, I came upon a short story titled "Dracula's Guest". This story was also written by Bram Stoker. I actually got goosebumps after reading it and realising that it was originally meant to be the first chapter of "Dracula" !
The story mentions a mysterious woman called Countess Dolingen of Gratz. We can somehow make out that this Countess has some connection with Dracula. Moreover, it seems quite obvious that she too was a vampire. However, the strange part is that she hasn't been mentioned in the later chapters at all! If only the first chapter was removed then is it possible that her name or reference could be so easily omitted from the rest of the story? Who was this Countess Dolingen?What happened to her after Dracula and the other vampires were killed in the end? More important, why was the chapter removed?
4. The most disturbing element for me in the story was the character of Renfield. Till date, I haven't been able to understand his relationship with Dracula! I would again turn back to the 1992 movie wherein they have shown that Renfield was a solicitor who was dealing with the Count before the coming of Jonathan Harker. Also, his madness could be related to what he saw in Transylvania because even Harker suffered from brain fever after escaping the scary place.However, there is no such explanation in the book and thus, the story of Renfield is very unclear.
How did he know or meet Dracula? Why did he call the latter as his 'master' all the time? Why did Dracula choose a mental patient like Renfield to carry out his evil plotting?
5. The scariest part is the ending....Did Dracula really die so easily?
Well, I would highly appreciate if anyone could come up with some explanations for all this! These unanswered questions make Dracula all the more mysterious!
Let's see and hope if I can find out something more...I'l be back soon.
D
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Another love song for a vampire......
I see two eyes, red as blood,
Glowing like burning coals...
Trying to see through me,
Trying to peep into my soul !
I see the majestic castle.
I see all its eerie aspects.
I hear the howling of the wolves,
Beyond the Carpathian Mountains!
I know it's a dream, a fantasy!
But why do I feel it so strong?
An urge to see him, an urge to feel,
An urge to be in his arms...
I don't care what the world thinks
And I don't hesitate to confess
That I'm madly in love with him
My feelings can't be suppressed!!!
I know he can't exist, it's just a story,
And vampires can't be true.
But deep in my heart I believe
That he lived and still continues to do!!!
Ever since I've known him,
Through books or even songs
Something in me has changed!
Something has transformed!
The mist, the bat, the wolf, the hound.
I know all the forms he takes!
The folds of the blanket on a chilling night,
remind me of his embrace...
I feel his presence on a rainy evening,
Right next to the fireplace!
My eyes picture him standing there
In all his charismatic grace!
At times I'm afraid and start to shiver
As the realization dawns on me,
About his evil and his danger
And the stories of his villainy!
But then his charm overpowers me again!
Making me forget all doubts
The only thing which remains in thoughts
Is my love for the mysterious Count.......!!!
This is my first poem about him. I hope you all will like it !
Next time I'll post some questions which come in mind after reading Stoker's book. It's going to be interesting I promise! Till then, goodbye...
D
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Love Song for a Vampire !

" Come into these arms again
Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Hi all...
Monday, July 26, 2010

“Some mystery should be left in the revelation of character in a play, just as a great deal of mystery is always left in the revelation of character in life, even in one’s own character to himself.
” -Tennessee Williams
I, Deepanjana Ghoshal, am an aspiring artist doing my BFA from Jamia Millia Islamia. Painting is something that came to me naturally. Ever since I was a kid, I used to love drawing. We Bengalis have it in our blood..a love for art and music. So, I always got encouragement from my parents. Moreover, I was a pampered baby…the apple of my parents’ eyes! I always got what I wanted even before I asked for it !!! The most mysterious and funny thing about my human drawings was their faces…I made them triangular and Ma still calls them “shuorer mukh” (pig faces)…lol. I don’t draw such faces anymore now but every scrap of paper that I used for my hobby is safe…preserved in an old yellow folder by Baba.
The adjective “mysterious” has always been attached to my name by many of my friends and the reason is still unknown to me !….However, I’m planning to do justice to it by starting this blog!!! To be very honest, this blog is not going to be about me or art or music….I have decided to do something really different here…In fact, the very idea that made me start expressing myself on the internet is quite unusual.
This is a space that I’ve created for a strange man…God knows if he’s real or just fiction. People might laugh at me when I disclose his name…people will find me crazy, dreamy and immature! But once I start posting all the historical information that I’v collected, I hope you will be forced to think!!!
Let the suspense grow a bit…I will not write much tonight as I’m a little weary and I’m sure that in a fresh mood, I shall be able to do better.
Thanks for stopping by…
Love,
D